Jo Wesch

On the Wednesday I had the necessary “procedure” and not only did I lose my baby I also lost my soul. I felt empty, or more honestly, I felt nothing. It was almost like it never happened to me – it happened to the person next to me, only major factor was it did happen to me but I was in total denial. I couldn’t sleep, all I did was work and pace the house at night until I was so physically exhausted I collapsed for a few restless hours of nightmares.

​After 5 months, I still was feeling nothing. I was taking sleeping pills so I could sleep and the Doctor referred me to counselling sessions, in which I completed 3 before quitting as they weren’t for me. I went to see a lady who could do Reiki. I had no idea what this was but I thought as long as I could get some sleep, or a nice relaxing massage anything would be better than what I was feeling.

I entered the shop, and the Owner tells me now that she remembers me as being a “shell of a person” in fact I entered and apologised for booking the appointment and for probably wasting their time!

I will never forget that very first session as I laid on the bed and was asked to “just close your eyes, relax and breathe”, then next thing I know 30 minutes had past and I was being asked to roll over – I had actually slept! When I was on my stomach this is when I felt a cold energy in the room and I saw something or someone wearing a “black cape”! This someone turned out to be a spirit guide assisting Angie (the Reiki healer) cleansing my chakras. At the end of the session Angie asked me to slowly sit up and then to discuss how I was feeling. Well I was crying to begin with – the first time in 5 months to be precise and I also felt like I had slept a whole night without nightmares.

Angie did state that I was likely to sleep well over the next few days and that whilst there was some shift in energy it was likely to be an uphill struggle to shift all that was required. She wasn’t joking so for the next 4 months, twice a month, I had a healing session and slowly but surely I started to heal. No more struggles with sleeping and I was able to truly mourn my loss.
Five months after my first session I enrolled in my first Reiki masterclass to train to become a Reiki Healer myself and 6 years later I was a fully qualified Master Reiki Teacher training people who have been on their own journeys wanting to join the calling and heal others.

During the initial Lockdown I had a deeper calling to develop my intuition further and now some 18 months later the Universe is now calling me to become a Spiritual Healer and Coach full time, so this is my time to ask you the same question it posed to me “What is holding you back? Do you want that sense of stagnation to be shifted and is this something I could do to help you?”

As I write this “about me” section of my website, this is the first time that I have not cried telling my story – to me this means that I have finally healed, allowing me to live my life to the full.